paint it RED.

2011-06-21T03:48:00.001+08:00

I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind

I can fix all those lies
Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?

All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

baby i still miss you so much,

and i need you badly.

lets play all whole night long.

heart to heart, lust connects.

2011-06-21T03:45:00.000+08:00

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
I don't wanna be another one
Paying for the things I never done
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

I hate to see you cry
Your smile is a beautiful lie
I hate to see you cry
My love is dying inside

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you

Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need
All the things that you need
You can make it feel so real.

Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I touch your body
I feel I'm loosing control
Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart
Don't let go,
Don't let go
To my love.

I hate to see you cry, your smile is a beautiful lie

I hate to see you cry, my love is dying inside(x3)

I can fix all those lies
Oh baby, baby I run, but I'm running to you
You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I

2011-04-20T20:48:00.001+08:00

EH FUCK YOU

2011-02-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

what should i do now?

what can i do now?

i seriously still want him back.

the time of not hearing from each other seemed to have pulled us apart.

didnt turn out the way i wanted it to be,

which is.. hoping him.. learn to appreciate me more.

what are we?

are we even a we?

too many secrets lied behind..

too many assumptions made (for this, i have assumed this already, lol)

too many voices havent been heard.

too many stories havent been told.

sorry that i couldnt be a girl who clubs like crazy..

drinks like mad..

hugged and forget..

kissed and forget..

fuck then forget.

i miss you most of the time,

but when i have more faith back in you..

somehow things happened to take it away.

i love you very much even we never had been together.

i learnt you, and appreciate the smallest things you did for me..

and love you, for who you are and threw all your stories behind.

because of you, i learnt to forgive and forget.

and i mean it.

i miss you most of the time.

maybe i should move on.

2011-01-29T11:51:00.005+08:00

300TH POST!

HI EVERYONE OUT THERE!

DOING WELL?

I HOPE YOU DO..

I AM PUSHING MYSELF TO BE THE BEST!

ever ready to be in best, facing every single second of happiness or even sadness of life.

yes i can do it!

i am loving myself more,

and then,

i shall have a better ability to start loving someone else.

what normal quotes do say "start loving yourself before you love others right?"

just like getting a puppy, if you cant handle yourself, hmmm... can you handle a puppy? :O

LOL

im preparing myself for these upcoming days! weeeeee~!

YES EVERYONE SHOULD TOO RIGHT?

CHEERS FOR A BRIGHTER FUTURE!

CHEERS FOR UPCOMING GREAT DAYS!

and i saw this at twitter.

"The difference between a new boyfriend and a new dog:

after a year the dog is still excited to see you. (LOL)"

okay! have a magnificent day ahead alright!

love, PENNY!

2011-01-28T00:29:00.003+08:00

hmm, im a Chinese.

Chinese tradition, the respect and care towards your own family are the sole elements.

Chinese New Year is coming in just a few days time,

and i happened to drop by my friend's Facebook wall.

she shared this short clip from Petronas.

it has shown the era of busy people nowadays, and yet, behind them, there are people who care and love them full heartedly.

showing what they do, what we face, and what people feel inside.

here you go..

a clip that i watched and my tears just rolled down like that.

it touched my heart, and i hope it touches yours too. :)

i dedicate you...

appreciate the ones around you.

appreciate every words they say to you..

our grandparents, our parents, our love ones.

people come and people go too!

appreciation will save you from unforgivable guilts of yours from time to time.

right here,

i shall send all my best wishes and blessings towards my love ones including my Family and Friends.

yes, you too, my readers. ♥

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE.

2011-01-22T11:07:00.003+08:00

IM STUCK WITH THIS SONG!

yes, this is the song what i'm talking about.

despite the very steamy and sexy mtv and also the lyrics,

one of the reasons that i like it is because this song is composed with varies types of genres (is it correctly said?),

as what i meant was there are R&B, ACAPELLA?, ELECTRO!

a very very nice and creative mix and composure of music.

and for me, a person who prefers things are bold and new,

yes this is the song which i'm currently listening to it from time to time.

hmm, this song reminds me about somebody who has given me one of the biggest impact on life.

thinking of all the things that had happened along the year,

i know there is a need of changes, seriously.

to turn things right, even for a lil, at least.

anyhow, actions speak louder than words!

PENNY! GET EVERYTHING STARTED AND BE DISCIPLINE!

2011-01-20T02:33:00.002+08:00

so, lets see..

SEX DRIVE... SEX DRIVES!

does it drive you?

whenever anyone tells me that they are not interested in sex,

eventually i will listen, but then a pop up convo in my own mind saying

"Ms. or Mr. anthropology studies shown and stated sex is the basic and primary drive of living."

anyway, just a random post.

just that happened to read across a few articles.

one of it was about sex positions.

and this really really caught my attention.

goodnight people.

2011-01-17T02:22:00.005+08:00

i have edited this post, it was pretty bimbo-ishly written. lol

it annoyed me, so ya.

so, this, the actual one right now.

when i went Taiwan, i put on contact lenses.

people thought that i was a mix of angmo and chinese which is white and chinese.

then i told my friends, one of them actually said i got the look in me. lol

(not my size okay... is the look, HAHAHA)

NOW, i went Hatyai, people thought i am a mix also. lol

anyhow, im a Chinese, eh sometimes I still stick to Chinese tradition a lot!

come i shall share a little.

when i was a kid, like around 4 to 5 years old,

around 10 mins walk away from my house has a temple which often holds up ceremony for any traditional celebration.

so, my grandma and my maid would bring me there to look at the celebrations.

the Chinese Opera and the fancy costumes they wore while performing gave me a very different feeling and impression towards it.

i wouldnt say that i liked it when i was young, but right now,

the art of chinese opera roots in me.

i like the costume a lot, just like the China's emperor's concubines' clothings and all.

the colourful detail and sequins, not to forget the designs and all of it amazes me.

not that i would wear them, but subconsciously,

when i draw and all, i do will think of these.

even if i am going to design something for my project,

if i would get to design without restrictions,

OH YEAH! WAIT FOR MY EASTERN CONTEMPORARY DESIGN YO! hahaha

im Proud to be a Chinese.

anyhow...

CONTACT LENSES ARE QUITE AWESOMEEEE. LOL

2011-01-15T09:57:00.002+08:00

9.57am!

leaving to Thailand in awhile!

was browsing through my Picture folder.

WHOOOOOOO MY FACE IS ROUNDER LATELY

HORRORRRRRRRR

OH NOOOOOOOOOOO

2011-01-15T01:05:00.002+08:00

yup, a song i like very much lately.

loving the beat, loving the tunes!

loving the meaning of it too.

a few lines of it just reflect my life so much.

and also reminded me all that had happened and molded up the me right now.

maybe, it had also reminded me, my kingdom? ya my family, my very important soul in me, to me.

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming

some part of it had reminded me about..... my 2010 in KL!
yup the goods and the bads.

baby we've been living in sin 'cause we've been really in love
but we've been living as friends

imma smile right now.
i know things might look bad right now,
but changes and sacrifice will be made to mold up a better me in the future!
WAIT FOR ME WORLD, WAIT FOR ME, YOU HAHA!
WOOHOOO HELLO THAILAND TOMORROW.

2011-01-14T00:48:00.003+08:00

heard of this song.

(at first.. this song meant another LOL story of mine( LOL SUSPICIOUS LOSER ME MUCH!), i mean the time when i didnt pay attention towards the lyrics and also havent seen the mtv. haha)

ANYWAY.....oh its Justin, its Justin Bieber!

okay, no offense but he isnt that impressive.

maybe age wise.

but this song, is very very meaningful.

listen to it..

feel grateful and show some sympathy or lend a hand towards people around us who is in need.

this aint Miss Universe thing,

but.. things that happened around me..

and a movie i just happened to watch..

with my sincerities..

i wish people all around me to be always blessed and happy.

appreciate while you still able to!

goodnight people.

love, Penny.

2011-01-13T22:40:00.002+08:00

hmmm day 2?

hahahahahahahaha a random picture taken on the previous night.

owh, today! felt so energized, had a walk at the park with my grandparents.

then a jog.

energized!

WOOOOHOOOOOO!

hehe...

anyway, not a day that i didnt miss you.

but.... imma smile from now on even if i miss you too much.

how are you my darling? i hope that everything is fine for you..

maybe the day we meet again, we would…..……maybe we shall………….

remember to miss me huh!

so people, weather is getting wee hotter day by day!

so yup! drink drink drink!

stay healthy everyone!

whooops! a lil note to myself too..

lets all be hydrated!

2011-01-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

now now now...

this is my first day!

the previous one was a total failure....

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

DETERMINATION AND BE DISCIPLINE DEAR PENNY TAN!

2011-01-08T02:41:00.002+08:00

it's almost 3am right now.

got to my Facebook's news feed and saw a Wall Photo posted by a friend.

it was a lot of blood at first but the annotation caught my attention..

a picture, a life, a lesson, an appreciation.

read... be touched, be taught, be inspired.

A picture began circulating in November. It should be "The Picture of

the Year,"... or perhaps, "Picture of the Decade." It won't be. In fact,

unless you obtained a copy of the U.S. paper which published it, you

probably would never have seen it.

The picture is that of a

21-week-old unborn baby named Samuel Alexander Armas, who is being

operated on by surgeon named Joseph Bruner. The baby was diagnosed with

spina bifida and would not survive if removed from his mother's womb.

Little Samuel's mother, Julie Armas, is an obstetrics nurse in Atlanta.

She knew of Dr. Bruner's remarkable surgical procedure. Practicing at

Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville, he performs these

special operations while the baby is still in the womb.

During

the procedure, the doctor removes the uterus via C-section and makes a

small incision to operate on the baby. As Dr. Bruner completed the

surgery on Samuel, the little guy reached his tiny, but fully developed

hand through the incision and firmly grasped the surgeon's finger. Dr.

Bruner was reported as saying that when his finger was grasped, it was

the most emotional moment of his life, and that for an instant during

the procedure he was just frozen, totally immobile.

The

photograph captures this amazing event with perfect clarity. The editors

titled the picture, "Hand of Hope." The text explaining the picture

begins, "The tiny hand of 21-week-old fetus Samuel Alexander Armas

emerges from the mother's uterus to grasp the finger of Dr. Joseph

Bruner as if thanking the doctor for the gift of life."

Little

Samuel's mother said they "wept for days" when they saw the picture. She

said, "The photo reminds us pregnancy isn't about disability or an

illness, it's about a little person" Samuel was born in perfect health,

the operation 100 percent successful. Now see the actual picture, and it

is awesome...incredible....and hey, pass it on! The world needs to see

this oneSee More

obtained from facebook Alvin XXX via Scott Beever.

2011-01-07T12:07:00.003+08:00

A KICK START OF MY PLAN!

HI YIAKKKKKK!!!!!

DAY 1!

2011-01-07T00:16:00.001+08:00

“You are the embodiment of the information you choose to accept and act upon.

To change your circumstances you need to change your thinking and subsequent actions.”

2011-01-06T12:26:00.004+08:00

so, i shall continue..

in the year of 2010,

i have lost a couple of people i love.

i pay them my respect and love.

because of them, i have learnt appreciation.

but because of their sudden leave and not coming back anymore,

i’m afraid of Goodbyes.

knowing that i couldnt do anything about it,

i will grab all the time i have to love the people around me.

anyhow.. in 2010, i got to know new people, i got to party with new people,

i got to learn new things, something like, washing the air conditioner net!

i got to know new roads and drove highways.

i learnt many new things!

maybe i shall update a video blog about it! hahahahah

so many new things.

here they are.. just A VERY LITTLE PART OF FLASHBACKS OF MINE!

PHOTO MEMOIRS

[most of them are my ‘first times’ and my days]

JANUARY, FEBRUARY, MARCH,

APRIL, MAY, JUNE,

JULY, AUGUST, SEPTEMBER,

OCTOBER, NOVEMBER, DECEMBER!

shall all the people i met be blessed and cherished always.

birthday celebrations.

then Christmas was coming!

happy birthday to my dearest Katherine and Natalie! :)

i have ended my 2010 with a very spontaneous Taiwan trip!

made up my mind about 3 days before the trip.

and it turned out great!

these are very very random pictures of my 2010.

oh well… i do not know which to pick =.=

ahh never mind.

ONCE AGAIN, HELLO 2011!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Quote of the day:
I believe that love cannot be bought except with love. -- John Steinbeck

2011-01-05T16:33:00.001+08:00

eventually, the last about-my-life wall post was posted on the 30th of September..

it has been long enough..

and its already 2011!

so a lil flash back to my 2010.

a year which i faced the most changes, challenges, hatred, happiness, anger, sadness and last but not least, heartbreak.

but wait, i rated it 5 out of 5!

as so, i have changed, i have learnt.

in the year of 2010,

it was the very first time of me leaving my home and stepped into the hectic and complicated Kuala Lumpur to get my foundation done.

was in ADTP to get myself transferred to the USA but then parents changed their mind, so yup, i ended up in Kuala Lumpur to have my stepping stones to UK tiled down.

in Kuala Lumpur, i have known A LOT OF PEOPLE!

A LOT AS IN I CAN BARELY COUNT THEM OUT!

some have now being my very close ones.

and some, i no longer see them.

some, i might see them in the future…

some, i will not be close to them anymore.

and besides the ‘some-s’..

i met a person who breaks my heart.. who thought me about life..

thought me about, how complicated a relationship could possibly be!

maybe, i have learnt how to love, and yet, i have not regretted.

i have so much in mind now. i do not know what to say.

anyway, to be continued with photos memoirs.

2011-01-05T02:03:00.002+08:00

我愛他跌跌撞撞到絕望

2011-01-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

Push yourself, push your life!

2011-01-05T01:20:00.001+08:00

HELLO 2011!

first post of the year!

whooooots!

a video.

a song i like very much, currently..

2010-12-21T00:15:00.002+08:00

so everyone, it's 12.15am of 21st of December 2010 now.

i have so much in mind now.

i have a lot to say.

and like everyone else has had by their lips, saying counting down to 2011!

or somehow, owh, 2010 is ending..

or oh ya... 10 more days till 2011!

but one sentence which hits me every time!

EVERY SINGLE TIME!

not those dramatic SLASH sentimental SLASH excited(maybe) sentences..

which is..

hey so what did you accomplish along this 2010 of yours?

what did you do this year? any remarkable stuffs?

did you change? have you changed?

ya.. HAVE YOU CHANGED?

i shall keep it private and confidential..

maybe.. maybe next post i will be writing.. something more personal and not that P&C(lol)

i will share.

somehow ya, i am better in writing it out instead of verbally saying how i feel.

i tend to drive of the track with my actual sense which i wanted to make or point out at most times.

anyhow, on 13th of December i last talked to you.

on 14th of December, you last called me a few times.

and that, i shall remain it as missed calls.

not wanting to call back anymore.

maybe, maybe.. (again..) maybe, that's one last part of memories between us, which..

is not that evil to me. not that cruel to me.

maybe, there are ways that we might be talking to each other again, just who knows When?

maybe, i tell myself you cared enough to remember i called on that previous night.

maybe... maybe you might miss me at times.

maybe..maybe (i hope/wish) you might thought of me walking pass your shop and tossed you a bar of Japanese Blueberry chewy sweets......

maybe, i still love you that much.

listening to KennyG's Wedding Song while scenes of you being next to me flashing pass my mind.

i am wishing you all the best with my most truthful sincerities.

and wishing that you might be by my side during this coming Christmas.

love you, still (maybe)

goodnight.

2010-12-17T01:50:00.002+08:00

2010-12-12T12:33:00.000+08:00

to you, that i love too much

2010-12-07T22:16:00.004+08:00

If u start to miss me,

remember I didn't walk away,

u let me go."

"The only reason I let u go,

was because u weren't interested in staying.

i miss you

2010-10-19T13:04:00.003+08:00

I HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY

but

HAPPY!

this is a post which doesnt bring out any point.

but oh well…

HI PEOPLE!

wait….. im updating my blog..

wait alright! im finishing up my assignments first!

random

2010-10-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

OH WELL MY BLOG IS DEAD AGAIN.

EXPECTED.

i have billion of stuffs to update.

lets see.

2010-09-30T18:28:00.003+08:00

ONE OF THE UNFORGETTABLE NIGHTS!

hmmm haven’t been boomboompow-ing HAPPILY for only God knows how long.

darling Natalie came KL!

it went like this..

we were not in the mood for clubbing, but our pretty Povy was in the mood BUT…

our dear Povy bailed us, and we were all dressed up..

so.. oh well we kept our spirit high and went by ourselves. ;)

*POVY NEXT TIME HUH!* ;)

SO LETS BE RANDOM AND STEP INTO THE CLUB!

for club’s sake, we drank… *bullshit* LOL

we drank Heineken!

HAHA!

forget about the drinks..

lets see what happened in the end ey! hahahaha

TRIOS of the night!

I LOVEEEE YOUUUUUUUU MY DEAREST NATALIE!

HUGS AND KISSES!

and okay, our spirit FINALLY GOT A LIL high up!

the view from a level higher.

ZOUK4PLAY

HAHA! yes Mr Kok was there with us.

and HE WAS VERYYYYY HAPPY.

hahahahahah!

and bumped into Joyce’s ex classmate.

Hi YeowHun! and his friend and his sister!

gunsandroses

and we smiled

and Mr Kok went back earlier.

goodnight goodbye :)

AND!

YES! the climax of the night!

we were almost dead bored BUT FUN STARTED!

the champions that we bumped into all the way from Perth, Australia!

they won the international cricket game and celebrated at ZOUK!

me love brunette! ahahahahaahahah!

some of the boys!

yup yup yup.

sportsmen rock!

HAHAHAHAHA

western food was nice.

but only for that night at that place and at that time,

not bringing home to cook. :D

i shall end it with a

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

everything just happened in a random ;)

TA DAAAAAA

2010-09-08T02:05:00.001+08:00

It might sound stupid or somehow you might be having the response of saying..

“WHAT THE HELL”

if i tell you, ITS LIKE MY DREAM COME TRUE!

on 13TH OF AUGUST..

YES ONE OF MY DREAMS CAME TRUE!

i listed it as one of the MUST DO in my 18th year old wishlist but oh well..

it got postponed.. and now..

i shall joyously tell you the accomplishment that brought me to the cloud nine!

@SUNWAY MEDICAL CENTRE

YES BLOOD DONATION!

OUCH! this hurts! this small needle hurts! i wonder why… lol

oh well, its okay.

but i was so nervous to know whether i was eligible to be a blood donor or not.

so my blood was dropped onto 3 solutions to determine whether i have enough platelets..

or blood and also to see my blood type.

i was so so so so so nervous!

being afraid that i might not have enough blood as i didnt eat well for the past weeks and all.

and after a session of filling up the form with questionaires…

answering are you sexually active or sexually related with bla bla bla…

AND SO ON WITH A LOT OF THESE KINDA QUESTIONS..

AND SO…. i was eligible.

blood checked! sexually blablabla session, oh well, checked. :D

SO HAPPY!

further procedures before get everything started.

and so finding nerves which can hardly be seen on my fat arms.

as ya, i got poked on 2 arms.

poked with very fat needle.

time to have hardcore diet.

for easier blood donating session in the upcoming days :D

and so, still, the doctor got 2 of my blood samples to check whether i have any diseases and one for the purpose of checking something relating to sexually disease and all.

hmm, they are very precise towards these issues.

THE VERY HAPPY LOOKING ME AND THE BAG OF BLOOD :D

chillax…. and…

TADA!

YES MR TAN SOON CHERN ACCOMPANIED ME THERE..

and scolding me crazy NON STOP.

because he just didnt get why was i so happy and excited as if i have got lottery! hahahah

he was very disturbed by needle poking thing and all.

-.-

as if the fat needle was gonna be poking into his nerve. zzzzzz

okay! 450ml drained out from my body!

done!

random shots.

then i rested for 10 minutes then walked out from the room as a proud blood donor.

MORE MORE MORE!

why not?

have you donated?

help to save life alright people?

God bless you all.

for further reference

do click on it.

SAVE LIVES TOGETHER

2010-09-01T23:13:00.001+08:00

1. 骗我可以，如果被我知道超过两次，请你有多远滚多远
2. 我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻
3. 我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线
4. 我不是没脾气，只是不轻易发脾气
5. 任何的真话，我都能接受...
6. 我不骂你，就别找骂，因为你还没资格让我为你损自己的形象

2010-08-20T18:50:00.003+08:00

i have been trying really hard to keep on track on blogging...

keeping everything updated and all...

reasons to be, my life is really upside down which i really need a big turn around.

blogging is usually a small getaway for me to write what i want to write and express.

most of the time i feel really as if im alone.

im not in my own hometown which i have tonnes of friends to hang out with and talk to.

i need someone to talk to, and also, giving me some useful advices.

and not being fucked up-ly non chalant towards my stuffs.

okay some might be real stupid, but i misss my close friends who do not think that my unnecessary stuffs to be unnecessary.

seriously, besides feeling like giving myself a big slap,

ya another solution found, crying at night.

but hell, i dont wanna wake up looking like a panda.

and crying needs a lot of energy, i hate waking up feeling very tired.

as i came KL study,

good rest and sleep are becoming more and more essential to me.

i need them, not too much and obviously, couldnt be lessen.

i need to get everything right before things are too late to be done and to be grab hold.

sigh, life? a big F.

love? still a big big F.

seriously, wtf.

2010-08-12T19:36:00.003+08:00

lately...

LATELY...

this is like the hottest in trend song of all..

hmm...

Rihanna, Eminem and also Megan Fox being the hot one in the video.

anyhow, it makes me emo.

sigh reminds me of so many things.

2010-08-12T18:43:00.003+08:00

it's like the lowest peak amongst the days i have lately...

was having really high hope and expectations on my studies..

i mean that not that im not doing well for now..

just that i was expecting more for myself to have a leap into degree programme.

damn.. my art was praised to be good.. and to some, they complimented with amazed vibe.

thank you.

ahh reality wise, i just needa go according to the path.

im in Malaysia, its aint nothing like USA, which evaluates you with your talent or potential..

its Malaysia yo, it only goes according to certs and rigid rules and progress.

ahhh fine... i needa get my head right back into my F-O-U-N-D-A-T-I-O-N.

the 10 alphabets which remind me that i have wasted my 1 previous year.

reminding me i'm ONE freaking year slower than my peers.

IM VERY STRESSED OUT.

although to others i sound stupid and impatient.

but hell, im taking architecture dei... to be a chartered one...

i need freaking 6-7 years..

its almost a decade.

i will then be 25 to be a chartered architect..

i am NEVER A PATIENT PERSON when it comes to my future.

and i have been told it is not wise to be so...

okay okay i needa clear up my mind..

patience penny, peny patience!

be patient...

okay the only thing i can do now.. STRIVE THIS 10 ALPHABETS!

STRIVE IT!

then hello degree in 2011!

and besides this, i'm very moody when i feel like as if i need someone...

i will be very moody when i needed somebody..

seriously.. i miss YOU.

i miss you so freaking bad..

i aint wanna be a billionaire.. i just wanna see you.

its pretty easy to do so.

but..

principles wise, i shouldnt..

or i should say I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

just that, some changes need to be done for a better US for the upcoming time of our lives.

i might be nothing to you... but i'm still holding on tight..

they say im STUPID to be in this kinda deep shit siatuation because of you..

but somehow i just see the bright side of yours.

i crosss my fingers that I DO SERIOUSLY TRUST YOU..

and i stilll will.

but, can you remember me?

can you not forget me?

or have you ever put me on your mind?

but if you didn't... can you please put me on your mind after you, seeing me after 2 months time?

darling, i miss you fucking badly.

2010-07-11T13:13:00.002+08:00

*Learn to believe in who YOU are and want to be.

Don't focus on the pain as it is temporary,

but look forward to what you can become.

Never give up; surrendering isn't the option.

Push yourself, push your life!

11/07/2010

2010-07-08T17:22:00.000+08:00

06072010!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MYSELF!

teeeeheeeeeheeeee

I AM NOW OFFICIALLY 9teen!

still so young?

anyway, look up for the pictures at facebook.

this is the group picture of the night @ G-Spot with all my dearies who showered me with love!

i had an AWESOME birthday gathering :)

i love you all.

i really do.

aha i dont care.

I AM JUST VERY EXCITED WITH MY UPCOMING DAYS!

I HAVE SET MY GOALS!

I HAVE MY VISION!

I AM GONNA BE ROCKING HARDER THAN NEVER!

I AM GONNA OWN WHAT I SHOULD OWN!

2010-07-05T17:30:00.000+08:00

04072010

happy 23rd birthday to dearest Ryan.

shall all your dreams come true.

what a common wish ey?

anyhow, i believe that you will be receiving the present.

and the present will say it all.

with all my blessings, faith, trust and love.

simple as, be happy.

2010-07-04T11:04:00.000+08:00

03072010

it was still my holiday and i should be in Penang instead of KL.

but then, ARCHIDEX 2010 was here!

one of the biggest exhibition of architecture and interior design, so i was asked to attend by my parents.

it was held at KLCC.

the concept designs, they were rather impressive!

and i found a chair, and i loved it, LOL.

Joyce tagged along.

@ARCHIDEX

hi SoonChern.

after the exhibition Joyce and I went Pavilion to chill first.

was expecting to meet up wth my baby uncle and his Gf as i’ll be joining his gathering/dinner.

plan changed so ya, chilled then.

@Coffee Bean

SoonChern was still at the exhibition.

we then went Hotel Maya to change and headed off to delicious for dinner.

HI BABY UNCLE!

Joyce & Jun

food.

LOL.

after the dinner, we all headed ZOUK but with different crowds.

what a night.

-.-

2010-07-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

29062010

G-SPOT!

us girls just love g.spot!

so it was a Tuesday so it was our favourite Ladies night at G.Spot lounge.

nice jazz with nice people around.

Madeline --- Christ --- SuTing!

and Edward joined it.

whoa, the only time you looked fair.

good to be back.

2010-07-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

25062010

FIFA FIFA FIFA FEVER!

i didn’t feel any warmth of FIFA fever when i was in KL…

until… here.. they are…

until all of us gathered to cheer for brazil @ BED!

together we sang the FIFA theme song..

and cheered real loud!

omg, in love with them! :)

us girls.

darling darling!

2010-07-03T07:39:00.000+08:00

24062010

one of my former lecturers emailed me, so i went back to INTI to pay a visit.

MY EXCLASSMATES!

hello Brian! hello Ivan!

Doctor Kimura!

koreans’ eyes are QUITE identical?

after the class, had a short chit chat with Doctor K..

we shared a lot with each other and it was then time for me to go home.

night time…

what to do at night?

hang out time!

ChuinQing and Sam!

HOEGARDEN FEVER!

;)

2010-07-03T07:07:00.001+08:00

23062010

I MISS THEM!

hello Katherine, Hello SzeRuey!

yup, i' was then finally back in Penang and hung out with them.

lunch @Dragon-i. MY FAVOURITE! ehe

tsk tsk tsk….

random pictures.

tsk tsk tskkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

=.=

2010-07-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

19062010

after all these while..

it’s time for me to go back to my lil island hometown to feel the warmth and love again.

Headed ss2 for dessert before going back to Penang.

companions of the day..

Spot YeongLyn and JooHuei the rare-to-be-seen hang out buddies.

goodbye KL, hello Penang.

it’s time for me to slow down my steps.

2010-07-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

18062010

JooHuei came by KL..

eventually the ones who shop a lot will hit Pavilion for sure.

SoonChern, Joyce, Ryan and i then met up with them during dinner time.

it was FIFA SEASON people!

and all the places were so crowded as a match just started.

we ended up having our dinner at Crystal Jade.

YeongLyn, JooHuei and I.

the club sandwich was nice and Heineken for Football watching time.

didnt go clubbing so Ryan drove us around showing us the True Colours of Malaysia’s Urban City, KL.

then got home, washed up… and snoozed off.

nice having you around JooHuei :)

goodnight people.

2010-06-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

14062010

hello Katherine darling!

Katherine came back from Australia and came KL and visited us!

we sure had missed you so much!

so we brought her to our favourite cake eating spot.

@ alexis

i love the interior.

us girls

AND…

TADA! Kenyon tagged along!

surprisingly ey? haha

then we went over to Bangsar Village to check it out..

hmm, it’s always great to have good companions :)

2010-06-30T23:58:00.001+08:00

11062010

FIFA WORLD CUP DAY!

okay, i’m not a football fan.. so to Joyce and so to SoonChern i think.

but then Ryan is :)

we crashed his place to watch the Grand Opening of 2010 FIFA WORLD CUP!

in his room.

watching The Valentines Day.

trust me, his toilet lighting is nice. HAHAHAHA

hello FIFA WORLD CUP! HELLO SLEEEPLESS NIGHTS!

2010-06-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

30052010

Bryan, SoonChern and Ryan

=.=

you boys always make me gone speechless.

but yup, feeling very lucky in the other way round..

okay this..

this post is obviously random.

and you all might think, LOL what post is this..

let me tell you, yes this is a random post. LOL

but reminding me,

im lucky.

2010-06-30T02:15:00.001+08:00

18052010

when class gone wild.

STATEMENT : DOES ARCHITECTURE MAKE STUDENT GONE CUCKOO?

2010-06-30T02:06:00.000+08:00

17052010

TAP TAP NEVER ENDS!

had lunch at FACE TO FACE.

the 2 worlds connected again. LOL

and its 17th of May. so..

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BRYAN LIM.

went SS2’s night market and KTZ for a very simple celebration for bryan.

pattern banyak banyak. LOL

the lovebirds.

i dont know why, i just love this picture.

so simple, but yet, pretty meaningful i believe.

2010-06-30T01:46:00.001+08:00

16052010

hello Jane! Vivian and LingHui!

the pretty Penang babes came KL!

so Joyce, Ryan and I went Bangsar to meet up with them.

we went Alexis to chill and let the girls try out the cakes..

they had a good talk and then..

did what girls love to do most, S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!

@Alexis

@Starbucks after shopping.

headed back Subang for our dinner at Daorae.

yup, that’s all.

the 2 boys who never got bored by TAP TAP!

= when 2 worlds connect =

lol

A VERY GOOD NIGHT.

2010-06-30T01:17:00.002+08:00

14052010

I believe you guys have seen much of my daily life and blah blah blah in this blog of mine..

so, now.. have a peep into my college life.

i just shifted into the new lakeside campus of Taylor’s.

IN CLASS.

rushing a final project, the PROJECT RUNWAY.

making outfits base on architectural structures..

symmetrical and blah blah blah with a theme/title.

YEEMAE! MY RUNWAY PARTNER.

the messy class

random… REALLY?

hang.

Kieran Idris Lee. LOLLL

the cute Carrie!

done with classes YAY!

hello SoonChern.

heading back home.

cross fingers for the project!

;)

2010-06-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

08052010

so previous post has said that YeeYang came KL.. so yup hang out time!

before hanging out with YeeYang and Nicole at night..

Ryan, Bryan, SoonChern and I had dinner together at Sushi Zanmai..

hmm, the boys love Curry Katsudon a lot!

the sushi belt. LOL

after having our dinner, we headed off our own ways..

SoonChern and I went Pavilion to meet up the couple.

CARLOS!

girlfriends!

wasnt in the mood so…

sorry YeeYang, i will accompany you to Poppy next trip of yours alright..

got back Subang and headed to Asia Cafe for supper with Ryan again.

2 CUTE boys.

goodnight world.

i love them. :)

2010-06-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

09052010

BORING DAY OF MINE.

went FTZ with the boys..

ya the boyss….

seeing them beating each other up in games.

haha, but boys are great entertainers when they play games.

they turned into kids! haha

soonchern --- bryan --- ryan

and then, i forgot what happened next.

i called it a day then.

2010-06-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

07052010

YeeYang came KL to see his beloved Nicole!

so yup, SoonChern and I headed to Pavilion to meet up with them..

YAY!

have been wanting to see all these dearests for a very long time already!

so yup random random random pictures while waiting for’em..

YeeYang wanted to go clubbing, check out the night life over KL..

so yup, we went Lot 10’s Rootz!

hmm, the boys enjoyed it a lot..

but i didnt really like the genre of the music so yup it was just an ‘okay’ night for me..

it’s okay, QUALITY TIME with QUALITY COMPANIONS!

2010-06-10T16:05:00.001+08:00

06052010

guess who’s here!

hello Everyone, say HI to TzeTzi!

yup our dearest came KL..

settled down and all and went for Nandos for our lunch!

since darling is here… my Polaroid Baby will be flashing for the Second time!

girlsgirlsgirls

HELLO AMELIA!

nice meeting you, a friend of TzeTzi!

I LOVE THIS PICTURE!

a very nice angle of these 2 hunks!

say thank you say thank you! LOL

then guys went AC for FTZ to kill time whereas us girls headed to Bangsar to shop a lil and chill..

in the car..

we went Alexis!

the cakes are amazing..

yup!

after chilling for some while…

Amelia invited us to her house to have a look,

as it was awarded for its unique design by Architect Jimmy CS Lim.

AND YA,

these 2 pictures… great…

they were posing as to show how awkwardly i fell at this spot into the pond of Amelia’s house. LOL

but quite an experience.

anyhow i still like her house very very much! haha

so yup, that’s pretty much of my day…

nice meeting awesome people :)

2010-05-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

and if i could have 9 lives.

but if i could live just once.

and i will just live once, and wanting to have you fully in life.

i want to be love struck,

but every time it's plain shock struck.

nothing much,

just want you to tuck me in bed every night.

i want to be in bliss,

i want to be fully blessed,

not dissed.

2010-05-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

26042010!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2 DARLINGS!!!

SAMANTHA TAN & CHUINQING KOAY!

went back penang for their birthday!

because, it's the birthdays that i couldnt miss out! ;)

HELLO SWEETHEARTS!

love you both!

may all your wishes come true!

2010-05-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

03042010

NASI LEMAK DAY!

after filling our tummy up…

got back home..

and they decided to swim!

ahh my wrong timing..

the TIME of the month…

so i shall be the dry photographer then..

oooo! swimmers!

RYAN WEE!!!

haha center parting looks nice on you

laughter…

lovers

yorrrrrrrr…. babies!

HAHAHAH

TRIANGLE!

and oh ya, after the whole day activities….

MONOPOLY!

love love love you people :)

2010-05-27T01:22:00.003+08:00

02042010

going for steamboat!

and hello Cheryl :)

yup, as a welcome dinner for our guest, Cheryl,

we went Puchong for the steamboat.

to be frank, it isnt THAT nice.

BUT.

it did get better after times and times.

so yup, dinner time!

BON APETIT!

the couple! ♥

Alan --- Ryan --- Bryan

the hunks yo!

smile people!

picture perfect moments.

done!

2010-05-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

31032010

ONE OF MY FINAL PROJECT'S DEADLINE WAS THE NEXT DAY!

SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!

but still need to eat, right?

okay, this is my OMG-I-CANT-FINISH-IT-ON-TIME project.

this project was titled as 9 boxes matrix.

first 3 rows will be patterns on flat ground.

2nd row will be only walls oand wall, just not enclosed.

3rd row will be fully developed space.

but still not enclosed.

ANYWAY,

i do not know what am i talking about,

and i know you guys dont understand my crap.

will be posting up my END PRODUCT!

FOR YOUR INFORMATION, muahhaa, i scored well !

OH YA, dinner, first time cooking at home.

SPAGHETTI!

invited SoonChern over.. and he helped out Joyce for the dinner whereas, yeah,

i was rushing my work.

the foooooooooood.

and bryan got smacked by his girlfriend. LOL

we can't finish the food so we played the game.

LA-LA-LI-LA-TAM-PONG

whoever it was gonna eat it. LOLLL

okay, Bryan's...

and he did some exercise to help him speed up his digestion LOL

and i sorta ran out of luck! LOL

and BAHAHAH, his turn.

AND YAY! FINALLY WE WERE THEN DONE!

FINISHED!

yup, that's all!

MORE UPDATES ARE COMING UP!

2010-05-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

27032010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH LIANG KO!

Joyce and I went back to Penang for our very good friend's 19th Birthday!

it was celebrated at Anabelles.

a very nice lifestyle restuarant indeed :)

ALL MY PRETTY GIRLFRIENDS :)

BIG BOY DEE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN GOH!

the boys!

MAKE A WISH MY FRIEND!

HAHAHAH! this picture is at facebook with numerous comments!

;)

the BOYS!

burberry kaki

compare la compare la.

hahahahah

the birthday boy with all of the girls!

the couples!

gaya ada! haha

the cake tasted so goooooooooooood!

im not a cake person, but this cake sure got me hooked!

okay, a picture of me with my very very very TAM CHIAK face!

US US US!

QianYi --- Benny --- Samantha!

Alan --- Thye --- Cheeli --- Liang --- Benny

QianYi --- WooiNian --- Benny --- Bryan! haha

Ruey! --- Yuzzy --- Cathy!

GUITAR HERO! lol

smile.

hello isaac! whats with tht face?

then we left the place, but..

all of us went over to the wide stretch of field opposite the restaurant..

for?

yes for this..

a toy plane as a present for her darling Liang from SzeRuey!

so sweeet! :)

and it was getting late,

me, the girl which is FAMOUS with the Cinderella's image needed to go home then.

so, them people went UPR for the boom boom boom.

and for me, myself went home for the snooze snooze snooze. LOL =.=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH LIANG!

all of us together nearly broke the restaurant into half with our bursting loud laughter!

ITS ALWAYS GREAT TO HAVE THEM AROUND YOU, TRUST ME!

2010-05-24T19:35:00.000+08:00

24032010

watched Under The Mountain with Joyce, Bryan & also Ryan.

i wish this movie is 5 minutes short!

=.=

COME! let me be the director.

2010-05-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

19th of March, 2010.

May You Rest In Peace.

you will live in our hearts always.

2010-05-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

16032010

hello PohVee!

she is here, in KL.

having dinner at TiamKee with us.

Welcome dearly! :)

2010-05-23T23:42:00.002+08:00

15032010!

finished college, then met up with Joyce & Bryan.
so Bryan was asked to go RedBox with his college mates so Joyce and I tagged along.
ANYWAY, let me type this out first..
*HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA*
LOL, LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
the day was fine. BUT, i have never seen the couple got this pissed off till this extend.
ahh, goodness, so 3 of us enjoyed ourselves.
before the couple killed any of them. HAHA
so 3 of us reached first,
SNAPSHOTS!

i like this picture! and i know you! Joyce! You! you like it too :)

anyway, to be frank, Bryan you can shoot nice pictures too man!

then we got into the Karaoke room.

BREATHE PEOPLE BREATHE!

we enjoyed ourselves before any of the couple stand up and kill any of them. LOLL

JOYCE! i know who you wanted to SHOOT her/him dead. LOLLL

Bryan's shots!

then, phewwwwwww~ relieved!

we went our own ways after the Karaoke session.

we checked out Joyce's favourite brand - ANNA SUI!

after all, minus out some stuffs off our day, it was still a fine day ey?

one more time?

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

i learnt a new word from Joyce&Bryan : DAO KEI [cantonese ]

HAHA

2010-05-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1

its then..

14032010!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN KING!

after our dinner, we all then headed to The Curve's Laundry Bar to chill and all.

the B-Day boy and his Housemate if im not wrong.

the March Babies.

smile everyone!

and yeap, you guys are looking great ;)

thank Thye for the shot. :)

blueeeee

Joyce darling was then called up..

a bunch of her brothas wanted to celebrate her birthday for her..

so yeap, we then separated with Alan and other hunks..

headed to ZOUK.

HI.

lol

us girls! :)

didnt know guys do also shoot their own pictures like this. haha

and OWH YA! we met Ryan Wee!

whenever this party animal is around, the party wouldnt be dead.

and his friends.

and i found this guy unbelievably funny. LOLLLLLL

and i have no idea why,

i just found both of them looking IDENTICAL. lollll!

Ryan and his Girls.

yeap, that's all.

time still flies.

it was a great night after all :)

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MY 2 GREAT FRIENDS!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

2010-05-21T21:23:00.007+08:00

13032010

[ night ]

Princesses and Princes usually have a lot of birthday celebrations!

so ya..

again, birthday celebration dinner!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARCH BABIES!

JOYCE TENG!

ALAN LIM!

we were invited to Shogun @ 1U Japanese Buffet for both March Babies birthday :)

lets start with the very cute couple who sat in front of me..

say hi to WenThye&Cheeli!

and the couple which i see everyday :)

Much pampered! ;)

THE BIRTHDAY BABIES!

we were asked to wear all white. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARESTS!

THE GIRLS! :)

WE LUV YOU!

THE HUNKS!

the LIMS are at the front!

feel the love people!

harlo!

thye ---Me--- Chuan Feng!

picture perfect

TO BE CONTINUED........

see i told you they are one of the princes and princesses!

2010-04-26T01:09:00.003+08:00

13032010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JOYCE TENG!

she celebrated her afternoon's at Sunway Pyramid's Fullhouse.

and it was a whole girl thing, so guys were forbidden.

her boyfriend then dropped us there..

and off he went to look for activities to keep himself occupied!

THE LOVEBIRDS WHICH ALWAYS BEING IN THE CRAZILY IN LOVE MODE!

;)

and FULLHOUSE's food.

not bad :)

us?

joyce and the girls.

us all.

happy birthday love :)

outside of Fullhouse.

it was nicely decorated with nice interiors as its a lifestyle restaurant.

the loves. :)

that's all for NOW.

;)

may all your wishes come true.

2010-04-26T00:21:00.005+08:00

10032010

GOOD MORNING WORLD!

jump started my day with Mcdonald's breakfast!

with...

the love birds ;)

and ya, too early, i was caught sleeping while people studying in the lib!

LOL

and then we all were then awake?

and energetic.

after class.

7th floor's pool place.

what Taylor's students in PJ campus do most?

and WHEEEEEEE!

SunwayPyramid!

MOVIE!

we watched Nine.

err... okayy, the movie was .. okay? if u know how to appreciate art.

after movie went to AsiaCafe.

say Hi to SoonChern, very new indeed?

11032010

stayed home.

i was bored......

so, i like to take the couple's picture.

as both of them arent anyhow camera shy!

i like i like.

12032010

MUAHAHA FRIDAY YO!

class ends before 12.

whooo great a whole day for me.

and random shots.

ooo, TawTaw which is on the left aint looking tht nice?

haha i dont think you will read this anyway. I THINK. so i wont be kungpao-ed! LOL

face-to-face noodle shop.

headed to Snway College to meet up with Bryan.

and Kahthong came!

and how long have we been in the lib?

how long??

not very long.. its only freaking 10 hours.

we rock ;)

then we went to SS2 Murni which is a quite famous Mamak place.

our super duper late dinner.

roti hawaii! nice nice

more to be updated.

wait for me!

2010-04-25T22:16:00.006+08:00

THE COMPILATION OF MY AWESOME FEBRUARY.

and i know you guys will be questioning...

penny! arent you at KL? why isnt there anything but only Penang???

err, cz honestly, i havent happened to really living it YET.

give me some time :)

i will listen to Joyce and Bryan : woi dont go back that often. experience it!

11022010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POHFERN!

shall your 21st and upcoming ones be the best :)

13022010!

IM HOME AGAIN!

hahaha HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

and oh ya, oops, HAPPY VALENTINES!

its the second wish cz miss over here is single. :D

so this!

16022010

the 3rd day of CNY!

a very hectic day indeed

visited Benjamin's family. muahaha

not much picture taken anyway.

we enjoyed! :)

then we headed to the airport for Jon-ATHAN!

he is going back to australia for his studies.

ahh lahhh bro, we know there aint fuss, u are going back rocking hard again.

so ya, safe flight :)

BROTHERHOOD!

then we had our dinner and......

WE HEADED BACK AIRPORT!

BECAUSE...........

OUR BABY DARLING IS HEADING TO AUSTRALIA FOR HER STUDIES TOO!

the very first time she leaves and be by herself!

WE LOVE YOU!

BE SURE OF YOUR SAFETY. AND PLEASE TAKE CARE!!!

then after all these...

we then went to David's house!

huat ar huat ar..

CNY whatelse..?!

17022010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY DEARESTS!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE RUEY :)

19022010

TENNIS WITH TZETZI ROWAN AND BENNY!

*havent resized the pictures*

2010-04-21T19:55:00.003+08:00

01022010

First time dinner at home.

thank you Ryan.

2010-03-23T18:58:00.005+08:00

hi everyone?

the count is going down..

eventually my blog is kinda dead or i should say its dead..

anyway or anyhow.

but im contented, the readers of my blog is 60% lesser than before..

but ya i said im contented because at least the ones who cared which is the 40% still come.

i find it funny but you people make me happy.

so, besides saying haha, i wanna say.. thank you?

ahh after all those lies telling readers my blog that im going to make over or other shit..

hmm IM GOING TO DO IT NOW!

but, if you want me to update like every single bit until today.

sorry i cant make it.

either im going to puke or you will puke for reading all of it in a shot.

so lets see a SMACK-ABLE way of mine in summarizing my january.
TADA!

23012010

dearestssss came down to KL!

the happiness!

31012010

PohVee came down to KL for her sister :)

okay fine.. i know its like the grade F summary.

but, still come!

though im going to do it like this for my February, March and April.

but.. trust me, its going to be inetersting.

and im going to follow up all the updates.

2010-03-04T22:10:00.001+08:00

TOTAL BLOG MAKEOVER!

do still come back for updates and what i so called make over..

LOL.

damn the procrastination demon in me.

2010-01-22T18:23:00.001+08:00

20012010

an orientation night for the newbies in Taylor's!

the orientation was held at Taylor's Lakeside new Campus.

ooo, i sure love the place!

this is Mae and Sam!

my new coursemates :)

we were bored in the hall, so we went outdoor and sat beside the lake and fooled around :)

truth or truth!

LOL

mae and joyce.

joyce joined in the orientation to look around Taylor's new campus :)

went into the hall after fooling around..

performances then started.

hmm, that's all.

before leaving the place..

at the parking lot!

Me---Joyce---Stephanie

that's all for my night, and.. LOL i lost my lens cap.

damnnn.

goodnight.

2010-01-22T18:21:00.000+08:00

11012010

my very first day in Taylor's for my studies.

hmmmmmmmm......

im crossing my fingers that it will be an amazing year for me :)

2010-01-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

1001201o!

my second day in KL.

daddy mommy going back to Penang today :(

my very late breakfast which is also my lunch!

before daddy and mommy headed back to Penang,

we went to Shogun at 1-U to have our dinner.

hmm, so yes, im now all by myself here.

wish me luck.

picture of human beings coming up.

no longer only food ehehe.

PENNY

2010-01-22T18:01:00.000+08:00

09012010!

hello KL, goodbye Penang.

to be frank, yes, im nervous, and of course im scared.

a lot for me to be concerned.

the place i live, the people i will meet. and living by myself outside.

im no longer being sheltered.

hmm...

sounds.. err... sad.

but, slaps hard! its a phase.

im growing up :)

so my daddy and mommy drove me to KL.

the car was fully loaded with my stuffs! haha.

before leaving to KL..

a few darlings of mine hung out and talking about my new phase in KL.

saying.. oh penny, you're now off your parents eyes. no more curfews!

BUT, you better be good. :)

change to the BETTER!

not to deteriorate in any ways!

owh man, pressure comes.

FINGERS CROSS!

im gonna be good ehehehe :)

and ya, wheee go to KL.

gonna handle my own meals everyday, will i be lazy?

gonna eat oats and cereals everyday?

haha, if so, so gonna slim down.

LETSS SEE WHAT WILL IT BE!

haha

so, reached KL in the evening!
AND HAHA,. NOT CEREALS AND ALL!

ITS VERY LAVISHING MEALS!

so i guess, bye oats and cereals. ahh damn, epic fail!

oh shit no way.

hello KL.

my very first meal in KL

and headed the new place im gonna stay in!

CLEANING SESSION THEN STARTED!

exhausted.

2010-01-22T01:40:00.002+08:00

08012010

off to KL TOMORROW!!

went breakfast with Sam and Qing in the morning.

stood beside gurney drive to take some random pictures. LOL

went to Disted to meet up with Barry.

while waiting for Barry in the car.

we didn't know where to go, so we did some very random stuffs.

we headed to HARD ROCK!

at the beach.

it was very very hot under the scorching sunlight.

so the hot spot, Gurney!

since they were starving, went to Winter Warmer's for our food then.

aww, qing! finally a proper picture of yours! wheeeee hahaha

and thank you barry. :)

that's all.

cross fingers! KL!